c-a-l-c-u-l-i-s-t-a ultra-violences:Without losing a piece of me, how do I get to heaven? Without changing a part of me, how do I get to heaven? All my time is wasted feeling like my heart’s mistaken, so if I’m losing a piece of me, maybe I don’t want heaven. c-a-l-c-u-l-i-s-t-a Source: ultrrviolences